Tuesday, May 30, 2006 @10:18 PM
this week is a happy week =)
so far got 2 of my papers back oredi.. n i passed SM.. that stupid module.. lolz.. finally time to rest n slack this week.. cos all tests r over!! n i simply cant wait for next week to come.. though e-learning week spoils it abit.. but still.. i dun haf to go sch!! cant wait to go x-men-ing, canoeing n shopping.. not to forget my personal plan to TRY to exercise.. yeah.. TRY.. haha.. hmm.. dunno if i shld go work oso.. tiring! n this weekends is home alone for me! anione wanna date me? =P
♥ if i could escape
and re-create a place as my own world
Sunday, May 28, 2006 @12:54 AM
went tanning with the decent gal gone wrong today.. lolz.. but kinda regretted going.. cos..... i became darker obviously.. when im like so dark oredi.. so.. when u pple see me.. dun suan me animore can.. lolz..
aniway its sale EVERYWHERE.. n so many pple oso.. crowds sometimes r juz so irritating.. so i managed to get myself a top.. but no discount =( i wanna go for retail therapy.. BUT.. i feel so broke now.. still muz celebrate TAITAI's bday next week.. faints.. lolz.. but we'll make it a good one for u ya.. though with limited expenses.. =P
n to break the record.. i slept at close to 12 last nite! for the first time since dunno when.. cos i was super super tired.. n its a friday~ meaning weekends r here.. so here comes my rest time.. but still gotta study tml.. for tourism law.. its a killer.. hopefully it will really be the last paper for this term.. i dun wanna get a retest for my SM.. sigh..
i caught the davinci code last nite oso.. not bad.. but the seats were damn uncomfortable.. sit until my back aching.. haha.. i wanna watch X-MEN 3! suet suet pang seh me for tt show =( shall find other pple to psycho them to watch.. tts if i can even find pple in the first place.. lolz..
♥ if i could escape
and re-create a place as my own world
Friday, May 26, 2006 @12:02 AM
yeah.. i haf been a good gal n updating my blog regularly.. haha
aniway today's SM really sux lar.. the paper was really bad.. first time in my 2yrs plus poly life tt i feel tt i might fail a paper.. it is tt bad! the paper was damn hard lar.. n everyone was complaining after the paper.. so the good thing is its not juz me! haha.. and after this paper.. i will condemn 4L more.. cant teach n cant even set paper.. -.-'''''
today my dad flare up at my sis.. first time i see my dad so angry oso.. but my sister oso abit too kua zhang lar.. gif a sub card to the guy.. dunno wat on earth is she thinking! she is too naive! but... there's a high possibly i might do such a thing oso.. haha.. my dad is super super angry lar.. those who see my dad b4 will noe he veri nice one.. n noe he so angry.. wah.. cannot imagine.. n their impression of the guy oso sure go down alot.. i oso dunno where to stand.. cos i personally feel he is not tt bad.. but all my cousins all dun like him.. sigh.. poor sister.. hope she wun be so reckless next time..
aniway if u happen to be reading this jie jie.. although i highly doubt u will be so free to.. but i still haf to say.. the allowance u gif papa n mama is onli enuff to cover all UR expenses.. plz really spare a thot for them.. dad cant even bear to spend the amt to go repair his car.. n plz lar.. drive carefully n be more responsible can.. haiz.. they r really super duper worried for u.. try to spend more time with the family oso lar.. u r old enuff to think!
♥ if i could escape
and re-create a place as my own world
Tuesday, May 23, 2006 @12:21 AM
updating my blog again.. when im suppose to be studying :X
aniway forgot to mention in the previous post tt i met the gals on fri.. went chit chatting n shopping with them.. nice to catch up with the gals.. for pics, visit shanice/ faith's blog :P too lazi to upload it myself
aniway.. i think i have finally made up my mind.. after today's msg with him.. the day i let go.. will be the day i give him the present.. okie.. i wun be giving to him directly.. but as soon as it gets out of my hand.. i will really let go.. maybe its really not worth it.. like wat many many pple told me.. yes.. i took so long to realise.. but since i noe we cant even be frenz animore.. wats the point of holding on.. the good memories will always stay with me.. n i shall let the rest go..
let bygones be bygones..
hope onli leads to start of another disappoinment..
i muz n shall be a happier n stronger gal :)
thanx pals who haf been there for me all the while.. greatly appreciated.. love u all!
♥ if i could escape
and re-create a place as my own world
Sunday, May 21, 2006 @10:50 PM
tests tests tests..
stressful week it will be.. n it was oredi one last week..
sigh.. gotta cope n study
wasted my money on stuff tt r seriously not worth it.. n got cheated of my money too :(( double sadness..
aniway parents going bangkok on 3/4/5jun.. i wanna go too!! but cant.. so sad.. gonna be alone at home :( anione wanna come stayover? hehe..
♥ if i could escape
and re-create a place as my own world
Wednesday, May 17, 2006 @2:25 AM
in life there are many things we cant control..
sometimes things juz wun go the way we want it to..
that's life.. n its sad sometimes.. but wat can we do? we can onli accept it n move on..
easier said than done..
i need to get myself out of the broken hearted mode soon.. cos i can feel myself changing.. hopefully not into someone not me..
juz numbing myself..
life.. love.. sigh..
♥ if i could escape
and re-create a place as my own world
Thursday, May 11, 2006 @5:22 PM
haven been updating my blog.. so here i am.. thinking of wat i can put in this post..
well.. many things happened during this whole period of time where i didnt update.. dun raelly wish to tok abt it much oso though.. i'll try to move on.. try.. hopefully i can..
aniway i went to faith's chalet on mon n stayed over.. her frenz r damn farnie.. jokers.. haha.. its good entertainment n relax for me.. except for some parts though.. where alot emotion got over me.. haiz~
time to move on...........
♥ if i could escape
and re-create a place as my own world